A Side Of Me

2011-02-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

back i guess, and i am still alive for those who care
its been a long 3 years, in a way wasted my life cos i had to serve army
wat i did for de past 3 years, army, GCE O-level, and now back to nursing life
soon i am furthering my studies in poly at NYP, hope i will do much better and shall put my mind to studying, dun wan to continue to waste my life, as i have a girlfriend and i hope i can settle down ASAP, eg, get married?, get a house? have a family of my own
seems far to get those but thts wat i wan, but for now i am aiming for good result in studies in the future
i haven made my resolution for the year 2011, and i have yet to think of it
not to sure wat i wan for this year, all i hope is be in poly, do well for poly
thts all i can think of, till next time i guess, bye
:)

2009-06-12T17:31:00.002+08:00

i am so bored...
wat a day to take off or should i say to be gaven off by my unit
reason i say so is cos i galfriend is workin afternoon shift
and plus tis off was so last minute
and i am practically rotting at home....so damn bored...thts y i am bloggig now and plus my GF wans me to blog
yesterdaY was my dad's birthday....only bought him a cake tht i ordered like last week
its a special shape cake.... in a bowl wit noodle like made from cream, egg like made from arga arga
i wanted to take a few pic but there was an accident wit is so i didnt take
nvm tht.... anyway we( me my GF and my )surprised my dad cos it was ard 10.45 and my dad was already slping
and i can c tht he was quite happy abt tht....
a job well done i should say..
hmmmm...thts all i can think of to blog... till next time....cheers.....

2009-01-18T12:25:00.002+08:00

tis is the 100 post on the blog.....seems alot but its actually very little 4 a year of entry
haiz....here i am again and guess of all places where am i
i am in camp
in camp blog......currently doin duty....am taking a break after lunch and soon back to work i guess..
feelin so tired.....haiz....
not much to blog..... bye.....

i love u galgal....me hao miss ni

2008-12-19T18:56:00.002+08:00

well...i am now in the library with my girlfriend
helping her in her project and essay as much as i can
hope she can make it and pass it up in time and have good marks

my life is still good but still stressful cos i am in army and i can be easily charge
Cos as u all Noe medics are a foot in detention barrack
for wat i think nursing is still more stress full cos got more people to look after
so i am able to hander the stress in army
hope my this two years will be a smooth and easy goin year
jus did my ippt, and i fail
my standin broad jump i got 216 jus pass
my sit up i got 42 i pass wit gold
my shutter run i got 9.8sec i pass wit a gold
but my chin up i only able to do 4 which i need 6 to jus pass
and my 2.4 i fail too my 5sec... so in army they say one fail also mean all fail
haiz....i shall train harder 4 my next ippt ba.... i must at least get a pass if i can a silver
pray for me k?

next is i will be goin to india next year, hope tht will also be smooth sail too so pray for me and the people goin with me

think i will stop for now
will try to blog more

2008-11-15T18:35:00.002+08:00

heres a quick post....
goin to book in tonite
cos 2morrow i have duty...of all days sunday....so sian...
haiz....then cant pei my GF....
noe tht she is sad....cos it lyk only 2day in a week tht i can c her
haiz.....so sian..... hope tis two year can pass fast....
and i would get good grade 4 my o'level tht i am goin to take
haiz....

sorry galgal.....i hao miss ni

2008-11-02T14:42:00.003+08:00

zhenshi de....upon someone request i will blog the second time for todae...
todae didnt go church...i pei my parent and my GF go walk walk eat lunch and breakfast..
currently i so full...
think i becomin fat again...die....need to work out more from todae onward and should stop my maggie nite snack.....
been eatin alot lately....no idea y...

i so miss my GF...even shes beside me
everytime i bao her...seem lyk i am so lucky to have someone lyk her to be wit me....someone who is so close to me and someone who trust me so much so much
think if one day if she leaves me i wont be able to live my life i guess.....
wo ai ni baopei laopo.....

jus change the song to Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
hope u lyk the song
heres the lyrics :

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family ([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No I won't hesitate no more, no more
This cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours, I'm yours

enjoy......

2008-11-02T14:04:00.004+08:00

back bloggin....something happened and scared me.......
the thing u dun wan to lost is ur wallet...especially when u are in Ns
but lucky i found thanks to one young guy who found it and gave it to the personnal working control station according to the stuff
the consequences of lossin the things in my wallet are as follow....
pay of cash for lost of posb card, ocbc card membership card 11b<- worse
reason...will pay not jus money...will come wit 3 time extra guard duty...will do until die...
lucky i found it
thanks to the young guy...thanks a million who ever u are

anyway tonite i will be bookin in at 2359.... for the first time i am bookin in late
and plus tis week i book out quite early for the first time in my ns life...
next week Friday is my birthday....dunno wat to do and wat will happen...
hope it is nice....not as in askin alot of things or present.....jus wan someone speical to be beside me durin my birthday....thts all....

shall end wit something jus for my GF
galgal...i love u....u and no one else...forever.....
must careful ok....anything u can msg me k?
must eat more more drink more more water k?
jiayou for ur study k? love u....MUACK...

2008-10-25T18:30:00.004+08:00

here i am bloggin upon someones request
life passin by.....ns i am in...very thing seems to be same everyday....
monday to friday in camp seem so slow, thats a say in army wait to rush and rush to wait(its quite true)
then friday book out pei my GF sat and sunday only....seems to pass by jus lyk a blink of an eye....
haiz...miss the time before i kanna enlisted...can pei her....i miss her.....
anyway, it cant be change. everyone will sooner or later still have to serve
its a law tht think no one can change....so i think.....and think y dun i use the time...
and i considered....i will do and try to take olevel next year...and will try to complete my driving before feb next year....cos i c the tests day its lyk already goin to be feb....pray tht everything can go as was i planned
think i better go and slp...its kanna late.....
till next time ciao..

2008-03-27T21:33:00.002+08:00

well...its time to blog i guess..
shall start frm the latest one
i jus uploaded a new song or jus plain guitar
to me it sound quite nice
so i am goin to blog while i am listening to tis song
currently i am workin at sgh
now doin my foundation program since tis week monday
monday to friday 8 to 4.30 and sat 8 to 12 for up to 16.5days
i still dunno wat ward am i goin
i actually dun have any prefers on wat ward i am goin
i jus wan to work in a ward wit strong team, friendly staff and sisters
and patients which wont give me too much troubles, even thought i dun mind
my gf currently over sea in malaysia, i am worried for her
cos i msg her never reply, when call i cant get thru
i tried msgin the other friend who is wit her who i noe, and i still cant get thru
wish and pray tht shes ok

tis comin 17/4/08 is my adv thoery drivin
hope and pray i can pass
even since i started work, it make my heart and mind open
cos tis sentence keep goin thru my mind
"do it ones, and do it rite....rather then do it many times and repeatin the mistake"
its very true.........i think tis sentence is goin to stick wit me thru out
thts all for now.....gtg
anyway.....hope u enjoy the song by Tommy Emmanuel called Angelina

2008-01-14T21:40:00.000+08:00

well...i am back here bloggin
got some stuff on my mind....alot of thing happened and changed
i shall start one by one...hope u will understand wat i am bloggin abt

firstly....yes i got a GF and yes i do love her alot...
she did quite a lot of things for me...i really like it
frm the simplest thing to something hard
a birthday surprise on the 07 nov, a simple hug to calm me down
a simple kiss to melt my heart, keepin me accompany
and she still love me even i make her sad, angry, disappointed
everything she did for me i do really appreciate it, and yes i love her more everyday
now i miss her alot, and i love her alot, jus wish she is now beside me

jus now and before tht my dad did told me
he does not hate my GF but he does not lyk the way i do thing and handle things
cos i lyk dun do thing,and tht lyk i dun do thing my dad ask
and i keep on draggin the thing i suppose to do
they keep askin abt my studies, wat to do next, almost everything abt my future
abt me so called makin the family upside down???<-dun understand y he said tht
and tht i dun really stay at home, seldom eat wit them and some other stuff

i told my gf all abt it and she say tht its all becos of her this is happenin
when its not....i keep on tellin her the its not her fault but mine...
it all my doing....its really all my fault....
and now she wants me to eat wit my parent for dinner everyday and only could meet her for lunch which i dun wan as i would like to eat wit her lunch and dinner
haiz......its all my fault...nvm...haiz....hope she dun feel down and sad becos of this, cos its really not her fault

shall go to the next topic
currently i am workin part time as waiter...
work place sort of far but still acceptable
the pay also acceptable as it is not a big restaurant
even thou its a 5 star hotel restaurant
the settling is ok, it buffet for breakfast lunch and dinner
but i only do breakfast frm 7 to 11
the staff there quite friendly
and todae got 3 new staff....am lookin forward to work with them

hmmmm....thats all for now....
wil blog soon i think
prayin hard to make thing go smoothly

PS: ₪† Benjamin ™ ©® †₪ a relationship changes life into something nice, it does not change one but two life :)

2007-10-21T21:48:00.001+08:00

Verse 1
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad, today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours, this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return, my call?
If you were not mine would I have the strength to stand, at all?

Bridge
I never know what the future brings,
But I know your here with me now,
We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with,

Chorus
I don’t wanna run away, but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your eyes?

Verse 2
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life,
If your not for me then why do I dream of you, as my wife?

Bridge
I don’t know why you’re so far away,
But I know that this much is true,
We’ll make it through and I hope you are the one I share my life with,
And I wish that you could be the one I die with,
And I pray that you’re the one I build my home with,
I hope I love you all my life.

Chorus

Mid section

Cos I miss you body and soul, so strong that it takes my breath away,
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,

(FULL CHORDS)
Cos I love you, whether its wrong or right,
And though I can’t be with you tonight, you know my heart is by your side.

chorus

2007-09-29T16:51:00.000+08:00

here to blog...
to be true....i have nothing to blog abt
todae, i am bored, rotting at home
and i MISS her alot.....haiz.......
think thts all for now......

2007-08-11T10:11:00.000+08:00

good morning Singapore.....
jus woke up frm my lala land...
i wanted to blog todae as i seen my blog which has not been touch still dun know how many lala days already
and now...i dun know wat to blog
reason is.......i forgot wat i have been doin for the past few days....
think i gettin old and forgetful....like short term memory loss(STML)
i only remember 1 thing
which i long for super long......since like last year i think....
a Crumpler.....jus got one...and its super big.....
accordin to kate who bought for me....(THANKS even thou its my own MONEY????
thanks alot....hehehe :P) its the second biggest bag tht they have
and yea...was quite happy...cos it one of the most ex bag and most big bag i have.......
hehee...
think thats all i can think of to blog...
ciaoz...

2007-07-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

haiz.......been tired....busy and super lazy to blog and to post the pic from the hongkong trip
been sufferin in pain since the hongkong trip 4th of july
its been like 3week and the cos of the pain is likely due to muscle spasm
cosin my backbone to move to the left abit...which is makin the pain
and tis was found out todae......they give me more painkiller......
tis week i got bcls.....quite tiring for me...and i have to go again tis comin fri
cos i fail to do CPR, and i have not done 2 man cpr also
when i was bein assess, and when my teacher is see how i did
i finished and i start to patent, and my hand were shaking by itself
so my teacher say, stop doin and come back again next time
it sux not to pass the test like my friends...
think i will try harder tis comin fri....after sch i will go and do the skill
think thats all for now....cos my hands are still alittle tired
ciaoz....

2007-07-08T19:22:00.000+08:00

back home safe and sound
attended ITE-VTC student seminar 2007 which is held in hongkkong
i had fun there.....thou so part was not really good
shall not blog much abt it...cos it goin to be like long-winded
its 4 days 3 night....all the days were super packed
cant shop much....cos they give us limited time to shop
as the result, i only bought a few thing...witout buyin gift for my friends
they should have give us more time
think i should stop here..
cos i now sick
feelin dizzy, sore throat, FEVER - 37.7degree, backach
wats next....
2morrow first day of sch
hope 2morrow i am well and able to go sch
the pix of tis trip, i will post it when i am well and free

2007-06-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

as usual......been busy...and not....

Monday.....25 jun
woke up at 8, prepared self to go all the way to bukit batok...
damn far? frm my location......had mac while waitin for the rest
started frm 9 to 11...many were late...so start ard 9.30??? soso.....
then end at 12....then all wen home.....took mrt and rest home ard 2.30?
then rot at home.....which i usually do.......
then wen out to eat dinner wit parents
end of Monday

tues....26 jun
woke up at 7.....tired, and slpy......
prepare self .......... hehe then wen to macpherson ite
wen there for the hongkong seminar briefin...
then have a mime trainin there till 2.30
the whole skit is done....
the last practice will be on the 2 july
hope everything is well and during the trip, all will do it 100% well too
reach home and rot till my parent are back then wen out to eat dinner
end of tues

wed 27 jun.....
yesterday, woke up at 1
suppose to go meet kate and suntan swim and gym....but then she had to go work
and the CP out cancelled cos some people cant make it
so decided to go out shoppin for my hongkong trip wit fai, nick and vic..
had fun....i think...hehe...
end up at bugis.......and bought 3 shirts
end of wed reached home at 12.30am

thurs.....28 jun
stay at home to rot...then wen out for the CP outin....
can die man.......only 5 people and 1 people's friend
frm clarke quay end up at marine sq
nothing much.....
end of thurs

friday 29 jun
yes yes....super free...
rot rot rot
slack slack slack
stayed h0me the whole day
nth much

5 more day, and hongkong here i come....
hehe

2007-06-21T17:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm...been busy i think...maybe not....
monday....surppse to meet kate for suntannin, gym and swimmin....
then we change due to me...needin to be at home to wait for something
which i was slpin and it came and wen.....cosin me to go all the way to unos??
which i wen on wed
and the whole day, i stayed at home
tuesday, wen to a country club wit kate.....
we walked in to the place....and it was super sunny and hot
we wen gym, then suntannin then swimmin, and suntannin again then jacuzzi.....
then wen to clarke qury for her interview for a job...
accompany her,...after tht we end up at some pet shop
the dog is big?, and many? wit cat???
we were there like 30min plus
then we wen home frm there....
wed, wen to meet fai at 12 at hougang mall there....
then we wen to unos? to colloct the thing
then had lunch there...
then it was 2pm...
then we wen to habourfront there the vivo
to meet the rest
which we were there super early....so we sat at starbuck coffee
for a drink then when we finish....they were not there...
so we wen to the toilet then wen back to starbuck and vic and nick was there
and had to wait for ain and gabriel..
abt 10mins later they came....
and we walk abit here and there....
then we wen to buy movie tickets for Fantastic Four: Rise Of The Silver Surfer @ 7pm
then we wen to eat dinner....then we wen to watch the movie which was quite nice???
then after the show, my bladder was super full...
shall skip that part
then we home...........
thurs,(todae)..
stayed at home the whole day
so bored.............surppose to meet kate todae again...
for the same thing, suntannin, gym and swimmin...
but she is tired....so we canceled it
thats all now...
so u think,.....an i busy or am i not????
thats the question....hehe

2007-06-16T23:51:00.000+08:00

it is over
sooooo over...
and wit joy
at last 10 weeks of attachment have finished
and its HOLIDAY... people people how do u spell HOLIDAY?
spell wit me....
H O L I D A Y
whoohooooo....
have been like waiting for tis holiday which seens like it will never come
how i wish tis day will come faster
will be busy tis holi
busy wit window shopping wit friends, chilli out wit friend at clarke quay
and will also be busy wit the hongkong thing
will be goin to sch, frm simei ite to tampines ite and all the way to bukit butok ite
which is like damn far....which sux....
but frm another point of view...its gonna be fun...
fun to do the thing we are goin to do at hongkong...when everything is put together
the days tht i am free are 20, 21, 28, 29, 30 june
the rest of the day are book, like goin out wit friends, and goin back to sch
so if u wan to ask me out....book me fast....hehe
that is all...ciaoz peeps....

ps: to all my nursing friends...
well done, u have completed CP2.1
6 more months to go
so jia you.........its jus 6 more months before we pass out
dun give up and waste ur 1 year 6 month
so jia jia extra jia you......

2007-06-09T15:27:00.000+08:00

am posting this for fun...
got tis frm the Bulletin Board Message frm friendster
i am a SCORPIO
some is quite true but not all...i think
have fun readin and do tag and tell me is it truth

Below are descriptions of zodiac
signs, with traits from a book written
35 years ago by an astrologist
predictions. Read your zodiac sign
and labeled on the subject line.

AQUARIUS - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone
loves them right now. Always Wants the
last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.
Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.
Everything you ever wanted. Easy to
please. The one and only.

PISCES - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT
kisser. Always get what they want.
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in
long relationship. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring.

LEO - The Coolest one
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love
is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most
caring person Ever meet! however not
the kind of person you wanna mess
with... u might end up crying...

GEMINI - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not
one to mess with. Funny. Excellent
kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves
relationships,
Addictive. Loud.

CANCER - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.
One of a kind. Loves being In long-
term relationships. Extremely
energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed
your expectations. Especially with
your mom. Not a Fighter, But will
Knock your lights out.

ARIES - Irresistible
Nice Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners Very Good in bed... Lover
not a fighter, but will still knock
you out. Trustworthy. Always happy.
Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY
FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a
beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE
MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

SAGITTARIUS -The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and
passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
Have fun. Is really good at almost
anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.
Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when
found.

TAURUS - The Cutie
Most Amazing kisser. Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative. Extremely random
and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous.
Great at telling Stories. Not a
Fighter, But will Knock your lights
out if it comes down to it. Someone
you should hold on to.

LIBRA - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of
attention. High appeal. Has the last
word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun
to be around. Extremely weird but in a
good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!
Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she
wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.
Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irresistible. Loves being in long
relationships. Great talker. Always
gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves
to own Geminis' in sports. Extremely
fun. Loves to joke. Smart.

SCORPIO - Aggressive.
Loves being in long relationships.
Likes to give a good fight for what
they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves
to help people in times of need. Good
kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A
caring person. One of a kind. Not one
to mess with. Are the most attractive
people on earth!

VIRGO - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to
find. Great when found. Loves being in
long relationships. So much love to
give. Not one to mess with.Very
pretty.

2007-05-24T08:56:00.001+08:00

its abt 1 week plus plus plus since i updated my blog..
shall start wit workhaton...which i did
kinda stupid and tiring for me to do
thur - 17 may
was suppose to be in sim and there was a mistake
so those people who need to go sim have to do afternoon
so i had to work afternoon shift
suppose to work frm 1 to 9pm rite?
8 hours of work....if u have counted
i have to make up the early leave to school on friday 18 may
so i leave early by 2 hours
so i make up on thur...so i have done 10 hours of work
which i lived through
wat make it a workhaton which make it worse for me is that the next day
19may is morning shift
so on thurs work for 10 hour then go home
and i reached home ard 10.30 wit supper
after bathin eating then brushin of my teeth
it was already 12
then sleep only like 5 hours
wake up ard 5.15
and prepare self to work
worked for abt 6 hour then i go back sch frm 2 to 4.30
and when on the way home by bus...
i fall alsp and reach home total tired and wored out

frm sat till todae...
nothing much
a total daily routine.....go work then come home slp
again and again
later the same goin to work.....at ard 11
think tht all for now..
take care peeps....

2007-05-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...4 days has pass...
lets start wit sat....

woke up ard 8am
then prepare myself to meet kate at woodland interchange
went to bus stop and waited for 161 for like a killin 30 to 45min
stupid bus make me late and cause kate to wait for me...
hmm.....reach there ard 10.30??? maybe later??? (didnt look at the time...)
erm...then we wen to some county club for gym, suntan and swimmin...
gym for like 30 min...did something which now causes my muscle to ache....
till todae it still ache...then suntan......then swimmin...then back to suntan and again to swimmin
notice to all....kate spend more time suntanning then me.....hehe
then wen bath and change
then accompany her to town to go to the sony ericsson to fix her phone
then waited for abt an 1hour before her turn...
after tht wen to eat at coffee club
quite ex but worth it
cos the food we ordered was nice.....chessey, chocolatety, coffeey......hehe
erm...then we wen walk abit and then wen home....
reached home ard 10.30pm...
quite tired but enjoyable and fun..
to kate: hope we can go do tis again.......had fun...hope to u also...
and would like to thank u cos if u did not ask em out.....i would have styaed at home rottin....

sunday......
as usual...went to church on a sleepy mode...
then wen to eat at subway wit my bro, jon chng, and lynette
then wen back to church for meetin for the youth...
then wen home and reached home ard 5plus
ard 6 wen down to buy food...
and guess wat....i only reached home at 7
u knw y??? there were so many people buying the food which i also bought...
so have to wait and wait and wait for up to 1 hour
then it is my turn....
eat the food and it wasnt tht nice cos too many people ordering, and they do the cookin too fast and the taste is different......
then ard 10pm, my mother called and told me tht they jus touch down singapore frm china
and is on the way back home by cab
glad tht they are back safe and sound and they also had fun at china
ard 11 then they reached home.....
after tht i wen to sleep

todae woke up ard 5.30...
lucky my dad woke up to wake me up...
if not i will sleep and sleep and sleep
and todae went o a new ward.....74
hope tis ward i can finish my case study and my skill
and hope all my friends do so also...
think thts all for now...
bye peeps... :)

2007-05-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm....
got some problem wit blogger.....
the last one i blog it show me nthin...
and now i have problem deleting it...
now am trying my luck to see if it comes out anot...

been really tired and exhuanted tis week
monday afternoon, tue morning, wed mornin, thursday morning then in the afternoon went back to sch for the hongkong thing....
becos of tis i have to leave work early todae..
2morrow i am afternoon....but then i have to make up for todae
so will be goin to work 2 hour early..
so rather then 1 pm start work, i will start at 11am
not sure y i am tired.....for the last 2 attachment i am not like tht..
not sure y am i so drawn and drain by work...
maybe something is bothering me....maybe i am not having enuff sleep
i myself am not sure wats happenin to me
am becos of tis, my teacher notice it and my "body" language
and now she ask me to do a reflection and pass it up to her by monday
she wan me to knw wat are my short and long comin.....
and see wat i can do for my short comins and change them...
the problem is tht i dun knw my short comin
hope i can think and think to see wat are my short comin..
think thts all for now....
need to sleep...
nitez.....

2007-05-03T20:46:00.000+08:00

time to blog......
got good news and bad news....
shall put the good news first..
guess i am wrong abt the people and teacher frm the last post
i am still in the hongkong thing....
surprisingly i am still in....
thats the good new..

here comes the bad news
my CA jus pass away...
jus attended the wake.....
i was very shock, sad and i cried when i first heard the new on tue night
and todae, i cried again at the wake....
i really cant believe that he is gone
am putting tis here is to let u guys knw abt it..
and heres a Tribute to not jus a good teacher
but a great and friendly teacher....who is willin to stay back to teach us
who is willin to ask the friends and his "DATE" to wait so as to teach us
he will be remembered not jus in our mind, but also in our heart
and his name is MR. RAJ

2007-04-28T21:55:00.000+08:00

time to update....
frm my busy.....tirng...weary....day/week/ attachment....
tis week got like lots of thing happened.....
monday, and tuesday went to a and e...or now they call it as DEM
got great staff there....and some bad staff...
can be super busy.....and pack wit people
learn quite a few thing...
and the DEM tea room is liek so freakin good and big.....
those who is goin there....u will knw wat i mean when u see the place....
then wednesday afternoon shift....
then my exciting day have come.....
night shift.....
was expecting alot fo things to do...
but then....
there was nothing much....
so sat down outside the room and did my case study...
got to stop here and there to see patients.....and attend callbells...
that alll.....nothing much....
came home wit my breakfast....frm....mcld.....
hotcake......put lot of the honey and butter....
so nice....cos so long never eat that.....
then went to sleep...
then ard in the afternoon wen to sch for the hongkong thing...

would like to blog abt it....
i am going to agree wit fid.....
to hell wit them.....
the thing is.....they never tell us much thing...
and the meetin is always in the way of my life....
for eg.... friday...
got meeting as i was told...
had to wake up frm my sleep after my night shift...
wake up super tired...then i look at the clock....and i was already late...
rush to sch...in a super tired mood...
then when reach there....found nobody...
call the leader afew times....then he answered...
then was told that the meeting was canceled..... and postpone to 2morrow
i was liek fcuk it le....in my heart...not out loud
i could have use the time to get back to my sleep
then todae have to go back to sch again for it
todae somemore...my family goin to clean the grave of my grandfather frm my mother side...
so cant go and decided to go for the hongkong thing...
everything finish...ok...nothing much..
then the most fcuk up thing is that....
the in-charge say.... at the end of the whole thing...
that, not all goin...
will only chosse those who have done alot of work...
i was like fcuk it...cause i didnt go for any meeting...and did nthing much...
and i was like anger for the moment...cause of wat he say..
and frm there on...i was like thinkin....its been a waste of my time goin back to sch...
i could have done more thing wit the time i use to travel there and back...and time of which i have to leave early frm my attachment...and have to make up
was abt to commit myself to it...and then he make tis thing liek tis....
so pissed off by it...
think i shall stop here abt it.....dun wan to think too much abt it

erm....been kinda sad for the past few day...
if u know me very well....u will notice it....
and those who have my msn...will know...
but then so far since yesterday.....only 3 people asked
first was vic....and meelin...and now sandy....
sry....abt it....wil not talk abt it.......maybe some other time then will tell u
will try not to be sad when u guys see me...
it jus a little mix feelin i am havin...thts all....
so dun need to worry......
think thts all for todae...
takecare peeps... :)

2007-04-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.....time flys as usual
one month of holiday jus went by...
todae the last day of holiday.....2morrow the first of CP
a new day, with a new start.....
back to the ward.....no more of sittin down and slackin.....
now havin mixed feelin......dun know how to explain...
and becos of tis feelin....i have nothin in my brain to blog... :P
so yea.....jus leting u all who read my blog of wat i am feelin now...

anyway....tis is jus to my friends who is goin to CP
u guyz worked hard for the first year...
so continue to work hard......for tis year...the second year
dun give up so easy cos if u give up...
u will have wasted 1 year of ur life...
u will have wasted 1 year of hardwork
u will have wasted someone else's 1 year of life...
that someone else's life which he or she could have use to become like us
so dun give up.......
and if u face any problem u could always find me...
i aint that hard to find....jus a phone call away.....a sms away...
so pls do call me if u have any problem......and dun jus call me if u got a problem...
call me also when u are having a gathering......and fun......
thats all.......
ciaoz....people.......

2007-04-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

erm.....time to update my blog...
something happen...and came crushin down....
wont talk abt it........jus puttin it up jus to let u guys know something happened....
dun ask me....there is no point askin...cos i will not tell u
on the 6 and 7 april.....youth camp......also know as christian followship(CF) camp
learned quite a few thing......something which i would never know till now..
and for the rest of the 6 day since i blog, i have been at home rottin..
yea....thats all i did for the past 8 days....

tis comin thursday, wil be goin sentosa.....
am look for to it.....
attachment is startin soon.....have not prepared myself....
think will either start readin up on fri, or sat....
think thts all i wan to blog for todae....
nitez people.......

2007-04-02T12:03:00.000+08:00

yea....back frm malaysia, and chalet...
home sweet home as wat they say and wat i love to say......
nthin much happened in malaysia...
went there to sweep/clean the grave of my late grandfather and grandmother and my greatgrandfather
did alittle shoppin...buy bought nth much....
then for chalet...
wen there.......did something.....but shy to put it here.....hehe
drunk alcohol (eg. vodka wit coka cola, and brezzer)....din get drunk....
but some people drunk it and got drunk......dun know their limit..... -_-
then some need to take care of them
the plan for the chalet is to go out walkwalk.....but in the end all the time we are in the chalet
normally, people wil slp in the nite wake up the the afternoon rite?
but tis people slp in the mornin through the afternoon....and wake up in the late afternoon,....near evenin.....
so it happenes every day during the chalet.......
did 3 BBQ for chalet.....cook 1 times for dinner...
the rest is i wen out to eat....cause nobody cook any meal other then 1 time
the thing abt tis chalet is that i dun like its long 5 days......
i think i spend more then 100 witout the 40 which is for the chalet
tis will be the last chalet which i am goin to spend for more then 5 days...
then next time i will jus stay for the most 4day
or min 2days

i think thats all......jus updated my friendster profile......and my blog things...
ciaoz.......

2007-03-23T08:29:00.000+08:00

rite....rite....
tis will be the last entry or tis week...
currently i am packin to go malaysia
go there to swapin the grave o my late grandfather
have not been to his grave since he died
cos of sch, when his wake, i was having sch
i asked my dad i whether i can go, he say to stay in sch and continue to go while they attend the wake
yea...it was last year, when he died......ard middle of the year to quater of the year
will be back on the 25 ard after 9pm
note:
i wil reply all email, sms, miss call when i get back frm malaysia and when i reach it

erm....after i come back, i will be unpackin and packin again.....
for a chalet.....frm 26 to 30
at changi aloha chalet.......when i search for the location, alittle shock...
cos a little olo.......the place can be scary at nite, if i remember.....
yea.....
gtg.......ciao people....
cant wait for the chalet....whooooooooo.......

2007-03-21T10:23:00.000+08:00

hey guyz......
i am currently doin a project abt singapore's population
i need ur help, cos i am doin a survey
it will only take 5 min to do 5 question
click here to go the questions
thanks alot

2007-03-19T21:27:00.000+08:00

erm...time to update my blog...
i think i will start wit fri....
where i wen out wit my friends
fri......wen to meet my two friends faizy and nicky <-both guys
wen to swim at hougang swimmin complex
swim from 8am to 9.20am after that wen to wash up and they accompany me to my house
to put my stuff cause i too lazy to carry around cause lata we meetin a few more friends at orchard mrt for lunch and walk walk......
then we wen to orchard mrt, meet vic, daugther joanne, xiang yun
then we still have to wait for 5 people
while waiting, we went to takashimaya and walkwalk, eat alittle before the rest came
then when all of them (candy, candy's kid(forgot the name). mama joanne, mama joanne's kid(also forgot the name), and gaberail) came, we went to eat KFC.....
which of all food it has to be KFC
but wat the heck......low in money, wat to expect.......
enjoyed the crispy fattening 3pc chicken meal...hehe....
then we walk all the way to PS
i find it kind of weird, cause we can also eat kfc at ps yet we meet at orchard and we ate at takashimaya
after we wen to PS, walk walk then went to swenson to eat ice-cream
i had banana split and a strawberry milk shake (i like....)
after that we continue to walk....
then nick left cause he had to go home eat
then mama joanne's husband came, and they had to go off too
after that the rest went to vivo city
meet candy's husband, they wen to walk walk on their own
and the rest wen to go sight seeing at the top level
then wen to play pool, then candy and her husband and the daughter came to join us
some got bored waiting for us to play finish pool
so they wen to play games e.g parapara
took a few video of them dancing.....whahhaha
lucky they never angry wit me....hehe
erm...after that candy and husband and daughter wen off first
then we went home too
ard 12am then i reached home
enjoyed my day wit them

then sat, sun, todae..
been kinda of rottin at home
slackin at home and sleepin and more sleeping.....hehe
nthing much happened for this 3 days
that all for now and for the past 4 day.....hehe
caioz....till next time......

2007-03-14T12:15:00.000+08:00

holiday has started
in-campus 2.1 is over
soon goin to attachment 2.1
got a strict teacher as they say for the attachment
new wondering, new mind set, new worrys, new stress
grp people, 4 new people, the rest are the same
wonder hows their attitude like.....hope they are not hotiles
if they are i will faint

so far my holiday is kinda boring.....
it is killin me in a sence......
when i was in-campus i yearn for holiday,but then now is the holiday and i yearn for sch......
erm.....i think i better stop here......now quite hungry...hehe....out to buy food.....
ciaoz peoplez.......hehe

2007-02-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

wow...its so fast....for the first time in my course, i am sayin tis
chinese new year jus went by
now in three weeks time i will be in holiday for tis term and i will be in CP again...
time really fly when u are learnin and enjoyin
been learnin lot of thing from my bio and PCa even thou most of the time i dun really understand
enjoy great friends company...
people like fai, nic, joanne, vic, jai, meilin, cat, kate, meibao, sandy, jeremy, jannah....come to think of it..
its actually i really enjoy the company of all my friends...
hope we can be friends forever and i will try my best to like....erm.....remember ur names....hehe
yea.....will remember u guyz......erm....to speck the truth....i think i will cry durin the gradution day
i will try to hold my tears back...hehe
been stress for the pass few weeks....
test after test, project after project, study after study
assignment after another assignment
all i can say now is i am stress, worn out.......mental and psy tiredness
wonder how long i can contneous like tis before i jus faint.....
been coughin stress the start of the first test which is like two weeks ago..
yesterday wen to see the doc cause of my cough and wen i ran i will have chest pain on the left side
the doc say it is cause i am sick becos of my cough...
gave me cough and antibiotic and one medicnce for erm....my thick fleimi
yea....i think i am fallin sick soon....
when i ran, i will have slight chest pain on the left where the heart is...
then he gave me tis medincie till tis wed, or thur
and say if my cough is gone and the pain is still there, i have to go A and E or go see that doc for a chest x-ray or something....
yea...hope and pray for me that i will not go to that stage...even if i go to that stage pray for me for not gettin any problem
yea..now the time is already 10.16pm...
i think i better go and sleep now..
nitez....people......
ps: for those people who is as stress as me and more.....pls take care of urself....

2007-02-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

2007-02-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

its been 17 days since i last blog.....been busy and comin home late...cause i have been studyin in sch till like 8, 9pm.....
exams have come, phase test have come....i got two more test before my end-module-exam come...
one last phase test which is this tuesday...
its like everyweek i got at least one test.....if its not test then its phase test....
its like to tiring.......i think i am already stressin out already...
hope all this stressing is worth it......cause if i stress and dun get good grades....i will die man....
haiz......hope all my up comin test can make it....

erm...on monday sch is frm 9 to 3 then i am goin to stay back in sch maybe till like 8pm to study
on tue...sch is frm 8 to 5pm....got phase test......hope i can pass wit flyin colour....then goin to study till 8pm again
wed is 8 to 5pm.....then same the same thing.....stayin on sch to study and revise....
thursday is frm 8 to 6....a dieing day.....this day there is a team buildin which i hate to do to.....
friday...the happy day after a dieing day....cause its from 8 to 12 only....its the only day which is like this......after sch, i am goin to swim then goin to watch a movie (ghostrider)....to destress abit if not will die.....:P
sat, my bro is goin to fly back to aus....will be alittle sad i think
cause my family can only see him at the end of the the year only...if not over the internet....videocall....
haiz...hope he go back can do well in all his exam too...
i think that all for now...kind of tired and tonite i and my relative is goin for dinner for a early new year dinner wit my bro cause my bro is goin back a few days before chinese new year....
...
ciaoz......

2007-01-24T23:09:00.000+08:00

erm...nth to blog for now...jus the usual update in my blog if not it will be die....
erm....jus finished one test which is about 25% of my total of this 2.1
hope that i can pass wit flying colour but when the teacher told me that i took 35min then my hope was down to the bottem....which was quite sad......cause they say the when one overshot the time limit which was 30minutes they will deduct marks.....
haiz...
then the next test comin up is bio sci 2...
still sort of stuck wit all the spellin...which i hate.....
the i will have my oncology phase test....which is like on the 13 feb
thats all the test i know....haiz....
then comes the project, the assignment.....and so on and so forth.....so many thing to do....yet so little time to do it.....haiz...
i think thats all....and i hope that all of the test can pass wit flyin colour......
then also hope and pray that i can maintain my GPA of 3.567 and even better increse it.....
hehe....now i am becomni greed.....hehe
erm....i think thats all for now......
i better go to sleep...cause i am now super tired....and add on to it.....2morrow i have to wake up at 5.20 to prepare myself to sch....which sux....
nitez guyz.....

P.s - to all my friend....i hope and pray that all of us can pass all the test and exam wit flyin colour and wish all of u guys all the best for all the upcoming exam....

2007-01-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

haiz.....test are coming.....project is coming also......the one which is worrying me is that of my phase test.....which is next week on the tue in the afternoon.....time for it is 30min each person...haiz....i still have not enuff practice for it....which sux cause it like only this week that my class start practicin....
haiz....moving on.....erm....nthing much happened to me this two week
2morrow my lesson start at 8 and end at 5
then on thurs start at 8 and end at 6 both of this two day end so late and also i have only 1 hour break
each only for the whole day at sch...which sux....
then on fri...which is my fave day cause it start at 8am then end at 12noon...
which i like...after that i will go lunch then go swim wit my friends....then maybe also got eat dinner
after that go home and sleep..
whahahaa
erm..the time now is 10 already.....i think i better go and sleep....
nitez........

2006-12-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

wow.........in 29 mins more it will be 2007
time really fly....one year have past since i am in nursing.....and i already got my GPA which is 3.567......i never expected to get a gpa of 3.5 and above....
cause my last two gpa was 3.4 which drop to 3.2 and now it went up to 3.567 and i was sort of surprise abt it and feel quite happy abt it too of cos.....
next year i will be a senior in nursing..... and i predict that year two is goin to a tough year....
now i am hoping and prayin abt it that i will maintain and IF can bring up my GPA to like 3.7.....
sch is goin to start soon......haiz <-My first haiz word in this post.....
it will start on the 8jan.....which is only like the week after next....
only one more week of holiday left....was hoping the hoilidays will be longer....cause i jus startin to get use to it...hhee.....

my pay for my attachment had come in........it is considered very little.....350$ for 2 freaking tiring months.....
but it was quite worth it cause of the experience....hehe....the pay came in like only 2 weeks ago my attachment group have been waiting for the pay for quite sometime now.......and since the pay came in
i almost spend half of it....and some of my friend had spent it all out.....have no idea how they spent..........
erm......starting next year in 29 mins i will be startin to save money to go Thailand......
my attachment friends are planning it.....hope it will be fun and successful .....they are plannin to go during the june holidays.....and it will be like there for 1 to about 2 weeks i think.....
hope that many of my attachmnt friends will go......if not it will not be fun.....as that is a saying...."the more the merrier"....hehe....

erm........i think that all for now..........dun know wat else to blog........
i think i better go to sleep now....cause 2morrow i will be goin to church early.....
cause need to prepare for a thanksgiving item for my church.........
nite guy and jus nice i finished this post wit a good timing.....now the time is 12am...
wish my family, friends, buddies all the best and have a gd new year.......
and i am hearing some of my nearby blk shouting HAPPY NEW YEAR

2006-12-18T23:56:00.000+08:00

it time for me to update my blog.....
it been like 2 week since i updated this.......
the holiday that have been long waited has start a week ago....
been at home rotting.......there are a three reason y i am staying at home......ROTTING
1. short of cash to shop or go out...
2. no one ask me to go out...
3. i never asked anybody out

anyone who wan to ask me out??? i will go depending if i got enuff cash wit me

erm....todae nth much.....
went to town the sony erisson shop to repair my phone........got some problem again.....
can only collect my phone after the 24 dec......but i wont be collecting on that day....will be collecting on the 27 dec......
after that i and my friend went to PS to watch eragon.....it was ok but i dun like it much either....
the show is like lord of the ring and harry potter.....but i prefer lord of the ring cause of the ending of the show........the way both the show ended is so far apart......
after the show nick wen off to find his parent at suntec
then i and fai wen to koven to eat....then fai say that he did not go to koven for 8year....
...and since he did not been in koven for 8 years we decided that we walk abit at heartland mall.....and it was nth much....
after that we went home by bus....
and now i am doin this....

erm.....todae is the first day of the Jcamp.....
i did not go cause they say that there are not enuff bed anymore.....
will be goin i think on the thursday.....as a visiter......i think/ try to go.....

i think thats all for todae.....
nitez guyz.....

2006-11-26T16:16:00.000+08:00

its abt three weeks since i blog....
nothin much happened to me for this three weeks
except of a few thing which i dun wan to blog abt....
this CP 1.2 is coming to an end.....and i still got about a few more skill to do........
life is gettin more stressfull and tiring.......
dun know if whether i can pass this attachment and go to year two anot.....
haiz......
my other new computer jus died.......all my pic, that i took from my Hp is all gone....
all my stuff is all inside that computer....
all gone....haiz........
currently i am using my old one......
very lagg.......and this computer will hang for no reason......so need to do alot of saving before it hangs again.......
i think thats all......haiz.......me still have to do my casestudy........
and have to get some sleep cause i been always sleeping for like 4 to 5 hour only.....
now i am feeling tired........now i cant rest because of my stupid casestudy..... have not finished.......haiz.....
i think i better go and do now....
caioz.......

2006-11-08T08:53:00.000+08:00

haiz........working afternoon.....on......my......birthday......day......
erm......many have wished me happy birthday......and some forgot abt my birthday....but in the end they remember.....and they wished happy birthday.... but there is also some who totally forgot abt my birthday which was a little sad.......
never mind......cause....i am not really a birthday guy......
for those who remember my birthday......thanks......
for those who forget but in the end remember.....thanks too.......(I know that u guys got the reminder from friendster.....)
and those who totally forgot abt my birthday..........pls remember next year....hehe
today i am working afternoon and 2morrow i am working morning and on friday is also morning.....
erm....i dun like today till 2morrow....
cause from afternoon to morning can be super tiring.....
i always hated afternoon to morning........from the beginning of CP 1.1
i think i better stop here....cause i have nothing to blog abt.......
ciaoz....

2006-11-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

haiz.....live kinda sux......i am working 2morrow.....and 2morrow is my birthday.....haiz....
and to make it bad....i am working afternoon
haiz.....i wonder anybody remembers my birthday........anyway, it does not really matter to me....as each birthday is like jus a normal day
erm......many thing are happening......and the thing which happened sux.....it is making my life worst...........stress....worried.....and most of all tired......which i dun like....
the logbook has to be handed in by the first day of the third week.....which is like less then 14 days....haiz......then as for my casestudy....i have to do another as the teacher say each ward need to hand in one casestudy......haiz....stressed........
for now the most worried thing is CAN I GO TO YEAR ONE....
haiz.....maybe i am just thinking too much and worrying to much.....

2006-10-30T22:44:00.000+08:00

time wait for no human.......and i think it is true....
time is going by....even this second........
from 1 sec to 2 sec.......it will not go back to 1 sec.....
it will be like 1minute 1sec....it will not be just 1sec....
so far i only done afew skills for my attachment.....
i am stressing and worrying that i cant finish the skill i need to pass........
4 more day to the next ward.....
now i am hoping the time to slow down so that i can take my own sweet time to do....
but i cant....cause time waits for no human.....
all i can do now is to rush my skills....... and will try my best to grasp the chance of doing some more skill....
2morrow is morning shift.....i think i better go and sleep....
the time now is 10.47pm.........signing off here......

2006-10-22T00:54:00.000+08:00

haiz.....my life is turning to a bad point again....
another week has juz gone by.......and i have not yet started on my skills much....
the last attchment, i had many patient who need Nasogastric tube feeding.....
i had ones, the whole room of 5 having NGT....and now i do not have any.....
so i cant do the feeding.....which sux........haiz....
i am getting tired.....tired of this attachment......
i am getting worried about can i go to year two.....
if i fail this attachment, i will fail my whole clinical practice...and i have to repeat this attachment agian....which i think i dun like to.....
hope and pray that i can pass.....not just wit a pass but wit flying colour.....

the time now is 12.23am.....
everybody in my house is sleepin......except me......
haiz….i think I better go to sleep soon……cause I have nth much to blog about….

Next week…..it will be like this…
Monday, I am on afternoon….so I dun think I will be doing much…..
Tuedays…….erm….most likely I will go out……but I am not sure….
Wednesday……..working morning shift….and after my shift I will juz stay at home
Thursday…..going back to sch for sim training…..hope it will be fun……and on that day….i will find out wat happened before my holidays……which is causing me to worry…and causing me to lose my slp abt it
Friday….is suppose to be a working day…..but….it is a sch holiday…..i am going out wit my friends…….
Sat and sun….have not plan yet……but mostly likey it will be another weekend…..
i am now going to sleep
nitez guyz…….

2006-10-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

haiz.....still feeling tired.......
i think it is the haze which is coming to me....
i am starting to have my cough back like my friends too....
erm.....to all my friends.....pls take care of urself........

nth much happened this week......
the only things are that the first week of this attachment has juz went by
this ward is ok.....but it is not as busy as the last ward i work at....
haiz....now i cant think of anything to blog about...cause...i think i am losing my life over this attachment......
i think i better stop here........
caioz....

2006-10-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

haiz.....feeling tired....for no reason, my body is aching...
todae was suppose to go to sentosa but i didnt.......i todae slept till 12noon
then the whole day at home....nth to do.......
haiz.......i am still feeling lazy of uploading my pic of auszzie.....
so many pic of auszzie.....so many nice one.....too lazy to chosse....and too lazy to upload into the web...and post it into my blog.....
now i am still feeling tired....maybe becoz of not enuff sleep....
who know.....haiz........
i think i better stop here coz i have nthin to blog about.....
caioz.......trying my best, to do my best

2006-10-09T22:18:00.000+08:00

haiz.....i think this postin will be a bored one...
i need to do two case study.......for each posting....which i dun like to do.....
2morrow is my shift is in the morning from 7am to 3pm.....
i have this feeling that i will not have time for break....
cause i most likely have a lot of patient to bath.....some in the toilet and there are more people who need to be bathed on the bed/ spongy them.......
and all of them have this chart which is needed to update after a meal, when one patient pass urine/motion....haiz....
erm....my ward is 74.....a rehab renal ward...i am still not sure is this surgical or medical ward....
the place settin is like confusin.......the rooms are confusin......the place where all the stuff i need is so far away......all i can say is that the ward setting is bad......for my side of cos.....the other side better....haiz...
erm.....the time now is 10.36pm....it is getting late now...i think i better go to sleep
if not 2morrow will be super tired......from now on, i need to have a very good nit rest
if not i will mess up thing i need to do......and i have not take my vit c everyday again....
haiz.....today is monday....and i am having my monday blurs......i think i better stop here....
nitez guys.......

2006-10-08T22:53:00.000+08:00

time fly.......2morrow is the first day of attachment for Clinical practice 1.2
i think this holiday, i have been going out
last week, wen to auszzie
last week on the sunday nite then come back.....had fun there.....
this week most of the time out wit friends....
but sometime i stayed at home for only three days....
and this three days i have been making my computer internet into wireless...
but i failed.....anybody who can help me pls come and help me.....
erm........thats all.....
i just feel like blogging before i go to sleep...

to all my friends who are in nursing with me...
must jia you......and hope to see u guys in year 2....
anything just sms or call me.....
and hope during the attachment or the dec holidays we can go out......
dun give up too easily......cause everything by nature is hard......nothing in the world is easy

i think i better go to sleep now.....
nitez guyz.....

2006-10-05T14:12:00.000+08:00

haiz...i am kinda disappointed in my result....even i did pass
my GPA drop from 3.4 to 3.2
both my module i got B
was like hoping to get 3.5...like b and a A.....but i did not..
maybe i should really start workhard and get both A and a GPA of 4
how i wish i am smart...how i wish i can remember thing better...
haiz...

moving on...
sorry about the pic...i been very lazy...
maybe i will post the pic on sat..
erm...just came back from basketball game with my old friends
it has been too long since we played....skills of my friend wen down...
i worse.....now very tired...
todae i will be staying at home the whole day...nothing to do outside so decided to stay at home
2morrow maybe go out cut hair and then go eat lunch wit friends....then come home with a friend and ask him to help me setup my wireless internet...
i have problem setting up my internet to wireless...
erm.......then ard 5.30pm i will meet my friend to eat steamboat.....
then after that i have no idea wat to do....

this coming monday is the start of my attachment again......
in the same hospital....with the same group but with new people...hope they are hardworking and willin to do work......and co-operation with my group
i think i better sign off here for now.....
caioz guyz....

2006-10-02T19:47:00.000+08:00

back in singapore....
the trip was fun and very tiring....
tasted lot of type of food......seen lot of places......slept alot in the car.....
erm..not sure y i sleep so much in the car....maybe i really like to sleep
yesterday i reach singapore about 8pm and then came home ard 9pm
unpacked and look for my chocolate......then my nuts....then i was using my computer...
then wen to sleep ard 12am.......
then todae woke up ard 945am...then start to use my computer till now.....and of ocs i got go and buy my lunch watsoever during my use of my computer...and the computer hanged quite a few times....dun know y....
erm....now i wan to blog the pic where i took in aus....but i am too lazy to upload and post it into my blog....
maybe one to two days later then i will post....took abt 800+++pic....
i think i will chosse the good one and post it here......will chosse abt 20pix or so....cause i too lazy....to post more them that....hehe
i think i better go and eat my dinner....
caioz guyz....

2006-09-30T20:38:00.000+08:00

tonite is the last nite for me in ausizze for this holiday
erm...todae was ok...but it is not so tiring like the past few days...
todae went to some sort of market then went to some hardware store...it was really big...
it sells all sort of thing for a DIY house.....u will be shock when u see it
erm....then came back to sleep for like 1 to one and a half hours
then wen out for half an hour then came back then wen to some celebration from one of the church here..
then abt 9pm it ended...after that came back and now i am doing this...
2morrow wil go to the church and then go to airport to flight back home "singapore"
erm the flight is abt 2pm ++
wil reach singapore ard 9pm in the nite i think..
erm...so now nth much....
the time here is 10.40pm and in singapore the time is 8.40pm
ciaoz guyz....enjoying the holidays to the fullest...

2006-09-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

erm...nth to do now as ususal...
today sort of tiring.....wen to have some nature walk...
wen to see the natural bright...then wen to some more place near there for some sight seeing...
then wen to eat lunch(picnic) ard 2pm some where near there too...
then go shop abit for something...(i think i did...hehe ;P)
then came and do somestuff ....which i cant rememeber...hehe
erm...then wen to do some more shopping...only bought a few stuff...
erm...then wen to eat dinner cum supper...
then cam eback and i am doing this..
time passes...when i am enjoying my holidays....will be back in singapore on monday morning...
the time here is 12.27am....and the time in singapore is only 10.27pm...
i think ibetter go and sleep now...
nitez guys....will post some pix when i get back to singapore...

2006-09-29T07:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday.....the 28
erm...was a day of suffering....
the pain in my stomach..it comes and it goes.....
it comes like this and it comes also when i eat....
so it is like the whole day never eat...
erm....but i enjoyed my day...cos it is my holidays.....
went to sea world also known as underwater world
and went to some place to shop...
buy a nike bag, one pants and 5 ankle socks...
will shop more in the next 3 days...
then went to eat dinner wit lot of pork rib but...i did eat alittle only...and the pain comes again.....
haiz..was hoping to enjoy my dinner but i sort of did not....
erm..todae....the pain is gone...thanks to the good nite rest...and the medince that my bro's GF give....
erm....thats all for todae i think will blog when i come back again if i am free....
the time now here is 9.12am and in singapore it is only 7.12am...
ciaoz guys.....

2006-09-27T20:46:00.000+08:00

erm....i am here again....
nth to do.....just listening to some music and chattin wit frienz....
erm....today was sort of more fun then others....
wen to the zoo....
then wen to the ginger factory and then to the macadanut factory then to wen to the strawberry farm....
after that wen to eat dinner in the city called chinatown....then came back...and doing this...
erm.....i think thats it for 2dae....
the time here is 10.49pm and in singapore is 8.49pm......
i think i better go to sleep now...if not 2morrow i will be very tried....
nitez guys...

2006-09-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

everybody is sleeping...execpt me....
will sleep after i blog .....
erm..todae i and my parent and my bro went to movie world....
that is nth speical abt it..but i had fun...only went for one coaster ride.....
then there was the other two...which i did not go.....i wanted to go but i did not want my parents to wait for me just for me to have fun with the coaster ride....
there was some show...which i think was good...one of them is the policeman stunt show....which was funny....
took quite a few pics that....will upload it intomy blog when i get back to singapore....
the time here is 11.50pm....and the time in singapore is 9.50pm
i think i better go to sleep......nitez guyz.....

2006-09-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

as usual....i have nothing to do now...
it is weird for me to be blogging everyday when i am oversea....
each time i go oversea, i will only blog when i come back from the trip
but this oversea trip, i am using the computer like every nite
sometime even chatting wit friends in msn....
today nothing much....but i am tired...most of the time.....cause yesterday i went climbing this ladder up into the tree...and the view was really nice....and is A WASTE that i have forgotten to bring the camara up that....haiz...if i have i wil post it into my blog but i did not....which is quite a waste....haiz..
erm....becuase of the climb, my leg is aching......erm....too long never do climb of labber so i am aching...
went to see the lighthouse....it was really cold....and the view was nice too...
had dinner at a place called the singapura.....weird.....having singapore food in auszzie....
erm...that all i did for 2dae...now i am looking for 2morrow.....
till next time.....enjoy the holidays to the fullest.... :)

2006-09-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

erm...currently i have nothing to do but blog...
erm...my parents and my bro and my cousin is out to eat supper
i am not hungry , so i did not go out wit them
erm..2dae with to gold coast and some places which i have no idea of...but all i know is that i went to do some sight see, the view was very nice
mountains after mountains wit clouds after clouds....the view was really very nice
the air is freash in the nature of cos....but cos of some forest fire whic sort of make some view not nice of cos....
erm..that all for 2dae.....now i am waiting for my parent to come back and to see wat to do next....but mostly i will be going to slp.....for some reason, i feel really tired..dun know y i am feeling really tired....
erm....maybe becos of not having enuff slp....or maybe i am tired because of all the walk in the nature or maybe i am sitting down too much in the car......
erm...i think i better stop here.....
the time now in auszzie is 10.47pm and in singapore is only 8.47pm

2006-09-23T21:02:00.000+08:00

wohoooo...now in auszzie.....
first time blogging in auszzie....
and this is the first time i come to auszzie...
erm..this place now is cold...
but not so worse until there is wind....which make me more cold....
erm...now nth much to blog about....erm...2dae only went to see flowers.....i am shock to see so many flower at some people's house.....will upload some pic for u guys to see when i reach back to singapore...wll blog more when i am like this...."FREE"...hehe
ciaoz guyz....the time her is already 11pm....now in singapore is only 9pm.....

2006-09-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

shall blog before i leave for auzzie...hehe
erm....it is my holidays now....it is up to the 9 of oct....only about 2 weeks...
from 2morrow till the 1 of oct...i will be in auszzie.....anything jus email.....
and i wil try to reply back ones i read the email....
erm...most likely i guess no one will email anything......
erm.....now is my holidays....after the holiday, i will be going back to my attachment....got new faces in my grp....and one of my friend is not in our grp anymore....she has moved to some hospital(cant remember which hospital she is posted to..)
erm...i wil be missing my friends from sch...hope we will meet up one day...
erm...i think i better shut down my computer for now...

already missing my friends....
haiz....(WENT TO ENJOY MYSELF IN AUZZIE...HEHE)

2006-09-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

wohoooo......end-module-exams are over....
sad.....attachment coming....will be more tiring....
haiz...
but i am going to enjoy the holidays to the fullest...
erm...2morrow, my class is having a class BBQ
and guess wat....class D is also having the BBQ on that day....
and it is right beside our pit...
hope it will be fun...having the BBQ...and hope many people will come...
then on friday nite, i am going brisbane...to visit my big bro....and my cousin....
then we will be having fun till the 1 of oct..will come back to singapore...
then i will still have one whole week to pass by.....this part still have not plan...maybe will go out catch a movie...or will rot at home.....
the my attachment will come in...which i think i will be very weared out....(TIRED)
haiz...hope i have the will to go thru this........
gtg....caioz guys....till next time.....

2006-09-19T14:51:00.001+08:00

shall blog before i go back to sch to do revision wit my friends from other class...
2dae was supposily to revise on B sci...but so far i have not touch it...
hope i go that and there will be a change in me.......
2morrow there is a AHS CIP grp meeting...and i am not going...
the reason i am not going is that 2morrow i am having a end-module-exam
then after that.....we have a biefing for CP
i think it will end at 12noon...
by then i will be tired cause, i have not been sleeping well for the past few days....
thanks to the exam...i am tired...
haiz..
in think i better go now...
caiozz.....i might blog tonite if i got the time...

2006-09-19T14:51:00.000+08:00

2006-09-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

haiz....feel like dieing......
today is my CN paper....many people have no idea wat Question will most likely come out...
some think this question will come out....
but in the end...it is the other type of question came out......haiz....
i am one of them who had done this.....
this paper....can pass but not with flying colours....
what done is done...hais....hope i can do better in my B sci........

now the time is 11:48pm.......12 more minute till 12am...till a brand new day...
everything is just going by......very fast......attachment is coming again.......i hate to leave my friends and not see them for the next 3 to 4 months........hope all of us will not forget each other....
wednesday is my B sci test...i have not started revising on it...
i think i better go to slp.....
2morrow need to wake up with all my strenght and study like nuts.....then go bang my head against the table, wall and maybe all the way up to the ceiling......
haiz....how i wish everything can go into my brain without studying........
nitez guyz.....

2006-09-16T14:11:00.000+08:00

haiZ.....feeling tired.....i am exhausted......
been revising till like 9pm.....then 10.30......
either at sch or "someone's" house.......the studing time was like 5 hour to 6 hours......
sometime, i feel like sleeping through out the day without revising....but i can't....this coming monday, i have my clinical nursing.....and i feel that i have not done enough revision yet....
how i wish everything can be remembered easily.......
i think i better go and start my revision for todae.....
haiz.....revising with the feeling of tiredness

2006-09-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

erm....same problem...and i am too lazy and tired to type it again....
i sometime wonder....does time really able to heal......
does time help to cold down people....
does time make people forgive.....
does time bring back friendship.....
how i really wish everything is back to normal......
or maybe...like not avoiding.........hiding......but at least become friends.....
then i will wish all of us can be best friends together again....
how long will this take.....
now time will tell us.....wat to do next.....i am exhuasted from all this...
now wit my test.....and my (i am not allow to say it now).....
it is really tiring......dun know wat to say......dun know wat to do.....
dun know wat to do........dun know wat to think of...
dun know when will all this go back to normal........
dun know where to turn to...........
dun know how will thing turn out in the future.......
is it going to be avoiding each other....
is it going to be i dun care thing.....
is is going to be back to normal....friends again....

so many question yet.....so many that can't be really answered
i think i better go to sleep.....2morrow going back to sch even when there is no lesson
go back to study/revise wit friends and one of our senior one......
hoping to pass every thing......
hoping to got a A for my test...
how i wish everything will be simple.....

nitez.....guyzz......

2006-09-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

haiz...
y is timing so bad...
y does all the bad things come at one whole shot....

i am having a friendship to friendship problem......most of the time i have no idea wat to say...
sometime i have something to say but....i am afraid it will make the the worse...
how i hope everything will go back as it is.....like last time....where everyone is not avoiding each other......

next week is my end-module test...
i been studing.....i been trying my best to study....to remember.....to recalll....
but sometime.....nothing seems to come out.....

the last thing which is make me go mad....i will say in other days........
because...currently....i cant say it out.......

sometimes...i have no dirctions to go.....i feel lost...
sometimes....i have no word to say......i am confused....
when i have word to say, i feel afraid to say it out...because i am scared that it will make it worse
sometimes....i need to study...but i cant find the will to study.....
i feel stress.....i feel exhausted....my psycho and phys is wearing off......
i am feeling very tired....very tired........
haiz...i think i better go to sleep.....
how i wish all this will end now........

leaving a sad trail to sleep......

2006-09-12T10:18:00.000+08:00

time to blog before i start to pack and change and go to sch
nowaday, i have like no time to play anymore....
yesterday, i stayed back in sch to study cum do revision till 9pm
when i reached home it was like about 10.30pm
reached home, bath, wash up, then till 1am, i was playing my computer...
my computer is starting to have funny problem.....like the computer will hang....it is like running very slow...
but now it is back to normal

today i woke up at 8.55am....slept for 7 hours only....funny....i do not feel tired.....nor sleepy.......
erm.....time now is very tied for me
next week is my end-module exam....
i got 2 paper
one is clinical nursing which is on the 18 sept
the other one is behaviour sci which is on the 20
i will be studing like mad in sch for the next few day
it will be like this....
todae.....lesson from 12noon to 6pm then from 6pm onwards i will be in sch studing till like 9pm..
then wed....lesson from 8am to 6pm then i will study from 6 to 9 pm again....
then thur.....heard that the lesson is from 8am to 12noon only....i not sure about the time...
will study from 12 noon till like 6pm or may be 9pm again
then friday will have no lesson....but i will be studing at home....
so this is my timetable....and of cos.....i will take breaks from my study....
i think i better go off now....it is already 10.30am......need to change.....need to pack my bag...haiz..
ciaoz......

2006-09-09T08:52:00.000+08:00

few more days to my end-module exam
i have not started study/revising.......i am starting to stress out easily.....
i am starting to get mood swing........i am getting angry, sad more easily
haiz....hope i am not stressing out to much....hope and pray i can get flying colour for my test......

yesterday.......went out after sch
with kate, cat, sandy, jeremy
me, kate sandy and cat went to singapore expo to see some stuff
stuff like the food fest....then jemery came to meet us then we went to bugis to buy a present
but in the end we walked in bugis, someplaces in ordard
and we spent about the whole day to think of wat to buy for my friends' present
todays is her birthday....meibao...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...........
hope she will like the present we bought......
now the time is only 8.54am...i think i woke up too early......hehe...i am feeling a little tired..
i think if i just lie down, i will go rite back to my lala land....hehe...
i think i better go wash up and pack my stuff for later.....
caioz guyz

2006-09-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

1 more week before my end-module exam.............
this is wat i am going to do for the next week
this sat - meibao birthday......goin to sentosa and play like mad...(WHAHAHA)
next week....going to sch from monday to wednesday only.......
i am goign to stay back in sch to study like mad.............till like 9pm.......(anyone wan to join me?)
on the 18 will have my clinical nursing
on the 20 will have my behaviour sci test
both is my end-module exam...and i am stress out soon....
hope and pray all my classmate can pass...not jus pass but wit flying colour..
i think i better go to sleep.....my eyes are tired.........
nitez.....

2006-09-04T22:47:00.000+08:00

my cough is still here
2dae is my Behaviour sci test paper 2
i think i can pass but not with flying colour of cos...
haiz.....how i hope i can one day get full mark for my test paper
then i will be very happy...but to my standard.....i dun think i can make it.....

in 2 weeks time i have my end-module exam...
i am already stressing over it....i need to start studing all my thing that i have learned for the pass 2 months..........
hope on that day which is 18 and 20, i will not blank out in my mind..........

this sat, is meibao's birthday.............going to sentosa
hope everything will be superfun....
think i better go and sleep.....nitez guyz.....

2006-09-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

i shall blog before i begin revising my studies...
for the pass few day, i have being drinking warm honey water
since i start, my sore throat is gone which is good...

on the 31 aug 06..it was teacher day eve...
i went back to montfort sec to see my sec sch teacher...
some of our teacher have left the sch since we leave the sch...
some of my teacher have forgotten my name...very sad...haiz...
the worse thing is that the sch did not change abit at all...
haiz...

on the 1 sept 06....stayed home the whole day and studed the whole day
nothing much happened

on the 2 sept 06 was planning to stay at home the whole day to study...but at ard 2.30pm
kate call me to ask me if wan to go out eat steamboat
it was like so last minute....but in the end i went......eat untill full....
been so long since i went there to eat steamboat...like 2 years since i went...
had fun chatting...

3 sept 06 - today
stay home the whole day...but i went out for a about 3hour to buy something...
now i am at home blogging....and going to study and wash my clothes...

thats all for now....need to study like helll
worse is that 2morrow got test...which i think i have not prepare well...
haiz.....hope and pray that i will pass my test

2006-08-31T21:49:00.000+08:00

argh...............yet another day gone by.............
2dae....went to sch for 2 hours only then i waited for nick till 11.15am....then i and him took a cab to my sec sch
we reached there on time.....we saw alvin, dion, raman and many more of my friends in sec sch...
then we went ard to greet the teacher happy teacher's day
ard 12.30 we went to hougang mall to eat lunch
after that we went home......my sch have never changed abit since we leave the sch
i think my cca"choir" is dieing....the members in the choir is like getting lesser and lesser.........
i forsee that the choir will come to and end....but really i hope it will not come to that.......
monday is my test...and i have not revisied also...haiz.....i wanted to study today but in the end i did not.......(LAZY)....
haiz............so boring..nothing to do...............think i better find something to do....if not i will die of boredom.............
caioz.........

2006-08-30T22:55:00.000+08:00

o my goodness....
this monday, i have bahaviour sci test....and i have not started studin...
the time now is 10:51.....it is late and i am feeling tired.......
so i will not study todae.......(2morrow after sch...and after i visit my sec sch teacher then i will come home and start my "hardcore" revision.......)
going to faint.......the pressure is starting to come to me again....argh.....i hate pressure.......i hate stress...........argh...............damm it...........
haiz......till now i am still coughing....
it like almost coming 2 weeks(i think...didnt keep track).....damm cough............
i think i better go to sleep...
nitez.........

2006-08-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

change of blog skin.......
this time is specially change because my friends told me to do so.........
this is the first time my friends told me to change my blog skin.......
now after changing the blogskin.....nothing to do...so boring.......
i have this feeling that i am going to fall sick
sorethroat.....cough like helll......
haiz......
think i better go to sleep...
nitez....guys........

2006-08-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

shall blog before i go to slp
the time now is 12:37am
and i am listening to some songs
for the past few days....or past few weeks....many thing happened in my class...
i and some of my friend celebrated her birthday.....and went to watch midnite movie
and the movie is ghost game...which was ok....but the shuttle is so far the best i have watched
i got 1 pair of friend who am not friends nor classmate anymore....dun know how to make up together again as friends....haiz.....
for the past few days.....i have been hating this teacher....
for those who know me will know who is that teacher
and i am starting to hate someone in my class also...............
and those who know me also will know who she is...........
that is also a big change in my class committee
someone will not be in and someone will take over............and i hope my class leader had make the rite choice..........
haiz....many thing is happening and now i am too lazy to be bother to blog about it..........

haiz.......
thinking of my birthday which is on the 7 of nov
it will be on the attachment working day..
hope i can be working on a morning shift....so can rest the afternoon and night or like go out celebrate my birthday...
haiz.....same go for my friends yati...her birthday also falls on the working day of the attachment....
hope anybody will remember my birthday....haiz.............
i think i better go to slp....if not 2morrow will not wake up....
nitez...

2006-08-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

-_-
feeling boring.........nothing to do except listen to music
it been so long since i sit down and just listen to music peacefully
this week has been tiring, busy and stressful...........
tired cause i did not sleep well for the past few days
dun ask me y can't i sleep for the past few day, cause i, myself have no idea also...
been busy wit my project and school work...
stressful cause of my phase test....but lucky i pass......hehe
but still not sure wit flying colours anot.....haiz.......
i think i better go take a nap...hope i can fall aslp easily....hehe(tired)

2006-08-13T13:52:00.000+08:00

yet another haiz for me...
this tuesday is yet another phase test...
hope u can past...and not rush into thing.....
yesterday, was one practice for my phase test...
i did ok but cause i was sort of rushing through the steps, i sort of miss some step...
haiz....
hope i wil not rush or miss steps or do something stupid during my phase test day...
haiz...
time still pastes by slowly....
haiz...

signing off,
BENJAMIN

2006-08-11T14:36:00.000+08:00

haiz............feeling so bored...........
time........does it really go fast??? or it is really go slowly...........
but there is one thing i know.....is that no body can stop time..........
each pasting day seem to be slow............
but when the day have past and u look back at time....
u will think it seem that time just flow by us.......
each of my day sometime seem so empty...........but sometime it seem full of Colours
when it is empty.....i feel bored......tired.....lonely....
when it is not empty/Full of Colour....i feel happy.....
now i am feeling empty...cause i am feeling very bored..........
time seems to slow down a lot........dun u think so...when u are bored, time seem to slow down?
there are 3 thing that will make time slow down
1. u are not interested in wat u are doing
2. u already know/understand it a long time ago
3. u are tired, bored, and totally dun understand wat is going on

now i am at number 3............
haiz..........
today, i just started on my CN and CMS project work.........
the beginning is always slow.....
but the dateline is always fast.....(CMS project dateline is next week)
haiz....
hope my grp and i can finish it on time........

moving on to other thing...........
today was the shortest day from the start of this term....
from 8 to 10.30am only.......
usually, today the time is from 8 to 12noon
but cause of the last minute cancalation of PE....
we could go home early..............
some went out..........
some went home...(i am one of them)
soem stayed in sch to do something(not sure wat they do)

feeling tired....can't think of anything to blog..
i think i should sign off now...
haiz...hope i can get something to do.....
hehe.......
bye guys.....

2006-08-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

haiz...
taking a break before i go to sleep..........
2morrow is my B sci, i just finish studing the whole entire thing i need to study.....
now the problem for me is the spelling...
haiz....in the past, i sux in spelling....and now, i still am bad at it
for those who know nick...he got the same problem....haiz...
both of us have known each other for like 4 and a half year already...
glad to have known him.....
erm...back to the topic.....
as u have notice, i have changed the song to "God will MAke a way"
which i really believe in that........
each time, i have a problem, most of the problem comes to a "sort of die end.." but when i reach that stage, i will pray....to ask god to show me a way
and i could find a way to overcome it...
i think god is always there to show us a way, where there seem no way to go....
so now i am praying to god asking god to show me a way to overcome my spelling problem.....
i think i better go to sleep...
nitez...guy and remember that god will show a way and he is always by ur side...

2006-08-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

just woke up not long ago......
just wash up not long ago also...
i am still feeling tired...and lazy.....
thinking of the test of monday, gives me headache
still got a lot to study...
like i am only half way throught the notes......haiz......
this week, my timeable is like from 8am to 6pm
and to add on, i studied in sch till like 9pm for like 2 times already
most of the time reached home at 10pm....
then i usually sleep at 11pm...
the wake up at 5.15am
haiz.....
later goin to study again....but now will try to relax myself for like one more....
the time now is 2:05pm.....and it like only 12 hour ago from my last entery....
gtg...enjoy my one hour of "break"...
ciaoz....

2006-08-05T02:18:00.000+08:00

hey there...
just want to udate a little before i go to sleep...
for the past few days, i have been staying in sch till 9pm
then like always reach home by 10.30pm
been staying back to study, with my good good pal...Nick..
thanks nick for accompanying me....hehe...
been sleep like less than 5 hours a day...
dun know y..........now feeling tired...sleepy...
test are coming.....group project are coming too...the die line is coming soon..
on monday, i have a test on behavior sciense....which i sort of dun understand......
this is the subject, which i have being studying....and i still go a long way to study...
each day, i have this feeling that i am going to fail this test...
dun know y.....may be because, i am not prepared well...
hope i will be prepare for the test this coming monday...
hoping and praying, hold on to the faith....
haiz...maybe i should not think so much for now....
gtg....sleep...its already 2.20am.....
nitez guyz....

2006-07-27T22:14:00.000+08:00

haiz....
life start to SUX.....
i have project work....
i have my own revision of the two modules....
they are clinical nursing....and Bahavior sci
clinical nursing is ok....am able to understand mostly all the thing my teacher is teaching....the problem here is to try to remember till the end-module-Exam...
the other one....erm.....bahavior sci...can't seem to understand....
each time my teacher ask me a Qn, i go blur....
feel like fainting.....Hope i can understand the lesson...(now....)

now i will say the sort of most hated day of the week...
and the day is wednesday....
REASON:
-the whole day in sch from 8am to 6pm.....
wat make it worse is that the whole day same lesson.....
same lesson mean.....same teacher.......
but lucky my teacher not that fierce....
sometime a bit funny...but the joke...erm...dun know how to explain....
he got some weird habits....which i also dun know how to explain....

erm....i just did my revision on nursing study....
every thing seen new to me and not new to me...
cause in the hopital, i did some of the thing that is going to be taught in sch
haiz......now my brain can't think.....(BRAIN DIED)....
haiz...
erm.....i think i better go to sleep......
nitez...guys.....

2006-07-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

haiz....
problems are coming to me....
homework/revision is building a mountain
stress is also coming to me.....
leadership as a treasurer.....is give problem...which come to stress....
studing as a student.....is give me lot of homework/revision....which come to problem which go to stress

feeling like fainting....haiz.......
i this month feel like got alot of thing to do....
my exams are geting nearer and nearer...and i have still not do my revision...
this week, the sat, i am going back to montfort to see how is the choir doing....
people who is going is me, joseph, edwin, ernest, jeremy....(so little people)
hope more people will be going
and also this sat, is my grandmother's birthday....
dun know wat to do...and wat to give her...
haiz....now feeling tired....maybe 2morrow i will continue....
nitez....guys....

2006-07-23T18:57:00.000+08:00

Haiz.........
now having nothing to do but to update my blog.........
this week was ok.....there are a few things that i hate....
my new time table......
its like everyday lesson start at 8am
-monday...lesson start at 8am...through out till 1pm there is no break at all
lesson..after lesson after lesson till 1pm then break for 2 hour....during this time i dun know wat to do....and the next lesson is at 3pm till 5pm
the problem here is that i dont eat breakfast execpt drinking milo...
how can milo last for 5 hour
tell me how....(during this time...i am very hungry)
I got two days that sch end at 6pm which cause me to reach home sometime by 7.30pm to 8pm
-tuesday...lesson start at 12...but during this time....to all singaporean.....it is really very warm....
going to sch in the afternoon is really bad cause of the weather
for this day the sch end at 6pm
-wednesday is the worse of all.....Faint* in sch from 8am to 6pm
lesson after lesson....then break for 2hour....then lesson again and lesson
faint*
-thursday better....8am to 3pm
-friday...to me is the best day cause lesson start 8am till 12noon
as u can see, my timetable is bad...and i sort of hate it.....

haiz....
saturday and sunday go by so fast....
hope that next weekend i will not be doing anything about my sch stuff
cause next week, on saturday.....i have dicided to go back to montfort sec to see how is the choir doing....and to may be buy one ticket for myself to go to their concert...called montpressivo 3
in montpressivo 1, i was one of them....
montpressivo 2 did not go cause...ermm....(cant remember)
now montpressivo 3...hope i can go....

i think i better go buy dinner...now hungry.....heheh
Thats all forks......
ciaoz....guys....

2006-07-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

feel so bored................
in sch, been trying to understand teacher's lesson.........
it's ok lor.....the studys to far........but.....haiz..........
feel like no mood to blog...
and a little lazy..............haiz............
i think i better go to sleep..............

2006-07-12T16:28:00.000+08:00

whahahaahha............
i am have 4 feeling in my mind..........happy, sad fun and bored

happy is because i bought this new computer for 1700$ rather then 1990$
and this compter is right beside my bed.......so i am bloggin on my bed, playing gaming on my bed, chatting on my bed
i have one word to say to abt this computer
Shiok.....
whahahha
one more thing is that i am having my holidays

now moving on to sad..........
after buying the computer.........i am sort of broke.....i think i used more than 3/4 of my saving ont he computer already.......
i think i left abt 200$ to 300$ only(not the real amt)(only and est)(may be more or may be less)
(what the hell)
all i know is that i use more then abt 3/4 of my saving in my bank.....cry
this holidays is so damm short.....only 2 week...........
i was told by my attachment teacher that my class adviser has changed.....
from mrs tan to mr raj..........cry..............

moving on to the boring part
been staying at home doing nth but on my computer
2dae, i was suppose to go for a class gathering but i did not go
cause
1. it is tooo far away from my house....it will tak about 1 hour to get there by bus or by MRT
it is at east coast park....and u guys know that during the weekdays, 401 bus do not work.so have to walk in, which add into the far word
2. is that i am a little lazy.........hehe
yes....i am getting lazy now a days.....dun ask me y...but yea..am i getting lazy.....

moving on to the fun part
last week friday, 7july2006
i had a gathering for my attachment grp
hoping about 15 people to come but only 8 come from the first grp and 2 from the second grp
it was heart down to the pit but wat the hack....they are just missing the fun....
only 4 people went to the sea to swim....
one is nick, faizal, wani and of cos me.....
nick was the first one to swim .....
then at about 3.05pm i joined him....then faizal dun want to get wet...but in the end he got wet by me....whahaha
in the end he swim for a while and went back.....
then wani came in.....(al last she came in..)cause she was like want to go in but dun want to go in
lol
but in the end she went in to swim for a while also......
it was just fun.....abt 5 or 6pm they all went back but me and faizal went to eat at thw "world trade centre"........the drinks there are really EX
after dinner we went home.....

thats all i am blogging for today

ciaoz guyz............

2006-07-01T12:09:00.000+08:00

at last the end of my attachment
at last i have time to update my blog
it been almost one month since i updated this blog
time do pass by fast, when u have something to do
many thing had happened to me
one of the thing is that a few of my friends left the nursing course, its quite discouraging for me to see friends quiting the course.
to the people who quit the course, hope u guy will find the right course
i have also known more friends from this attachment
i am glad to have known u guy....smilez.....
anyway, i had fun doing my attachment.
of cos, there are my ups and down in my attachment.
seen many Patient, the very friendly to the very fuzzy kind
had patient from staff nurse to senior staff nurse to sister of some ward

my brother is soon going to the army, the house is soon going to be more empty
it been like 4 months since my brother have gone oversea to study
wonder how he is doing now....

soon i am changing my blog skin.....maybe not this month
may be next month....

i gtg, caiozzzz..... guy
smilez always

2006-05-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

argh......so sianz....got project to do
i hate to do project......thanks to my past expreince of having to do a group project
moreever, my grp have to finish it by monday
the time is so short......argh......
hope this project can be done well, in teamwork and grades for it

today went to pei chun public primary sch
the bad thing about the place is that, the place is like a oven, yea a oven
the airing of the place is really bad
it like enclosed by itself, wall to wall
sometime it is quite warm, and sometime warmer....
the good thing for me is that is a quite a good experience

i think thats it for now
i still have to do research for my project

ciaoZZZ GUYZ

2006-05-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

it is so tiring
working, working, working
last nite, i only slp less then 5 hours
me feeling tired, i will be sleeping later
now i am going to blog
cause this blog was not touch by me
anyway, it does not matter
cause i know no one will come and see my blog
except for only some i know of came to my blog
i think i will be blogging much today
haha, thats it....
nothing to blog abt, nothing is coming to my mind
so tired, feeling so tired
hope i can last till this end of my posting
so far, according to my teacher, she say that i am doing just well, but there is lots of improvement to make
hope i can do better
gtg, kun
hehe
ciaoz....

2006-05-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

i think it is time to update my blog
thing have happened for the past few day
one of the thing that one of the patient's relative said
which i am angry about
the patient was complaining about chest pain
so i and a friend went to tell the staff nurse
then my friend came back wit a SPo2 machine which is use to measure the oxygen level in the blood
we use the machine to see his oxygen level, and the SPo2 machine did not read anything
then this relative of his say this, u go away and go call ur staff nurse to come
this sentence sort of make me angry......
i later felt like saying this to the person
if u think that u know what to do then bring him home
why come to the hospital, to let the doctor see, and y let us take care of him
y don't u just take care of him urself
i am sick and tired of this kind of people
this is wat i want to say for this matter
THINK BEFORE SAYING IT OUT CAUSE U MIGHT JUST HURT THE PERSON"S FEELING
i think i better stop here

i have been so unlucky
my handphone spoiled, don't know wat happened to the phone
can't seems to switch the phone on
to the people who give me ur number before
can u all give me ur number again
thanks

let move on to a happier things
since the start of my attachment, i have become more closer to my friendz
they are nicholas, yati and faizal
we get to know each other more and more each day
nicholas, this guy.....know him for more the 5 year
i think we can become brothers for life
yati, poor gal...hehe....i always disturb her....hehe
she is one type of gal who don't like too girly stuff
faizal, this guy like to dance. i wonder will i see him dance in front of me
anyway, we been goin out, like going out watching movie, go out walk, shopping for some stuff
hope our friendship can grow more stroger each day
and not forgetting my good friend like alicia, mei bao, sandy, catherine and many more
hope our friendship will not fade away
have not seen them for like since the start of my attachment
anyway i got to go
Caioz guyz

2006-05-01T16:35:00.000+08:00

Do you know what is family?
Do you really understand what is behind the word family?
It gives me a shock when I know the answer.
So long I never realize I don't know the real
Meaning of family..........
Here Is The Answer ........... FAMILY =
(F)ather
(A)nd
(M)other
(I)
(L)ove
(Y)ou

WHY does a man want to have a WIFE? Because:
(W)ashing
(I)roning
(F)ood
(E)ntertainment

WHY does a woman want to have a HUSBAND?
because:
(H)ousing
(U)nderstanding
(S)haring
(B)uying
(A)nd
(N)ever
(D)emanding

Do you know that a simple "HELLO" can be a sweet one?
Especially from your love one. (I mean not only from the boyfriend/girlfriend).
The word HELLO means :
(H)ow are you?
(E)verything all right?
(L)ike to hear from you
(L)ove to see you soon!
(O)bviously, I miss you ..

so when u see and hear me saying HELLO,
u will know What i am ASKING

2006-04-30T22:03:00.000+08:00

feeling bored rite now
sitting in front of my computer
thinking of something to do
till now, i can't think of anything to do except of blogging
so yea, now i am blogging about nothing
don't know y am i using the computer doing nothing except blogging
since i have nothing to blog, so here are some ramdom thoughts

1. for the past few day, i was working in SGH
so far, the patients i am caring for are not giving me much trouble
except for a few, like people who ran away which became a police case
and there is this guy who "use the facilities" very well
to some, u should know what i am trying to say

2. for some reason, i am losing my temper easily this day
i think is because of the thing i am facing this few days
see patient suffering, i think i am seeing another face of the earth
people who are suffering and people who are trying to give the best comfort to the people who are suffering
seeing them giving the best care for the patient to recover from their suffering
i have being see this old man who is 102 year old
the nurses give him a NG tube, as they put the tube in, i see the old man suffering from the pain that he is suffering
i pitied him from my bottem of my heart
the bad thing is that i see him suffering at the old age
but the good thing is that his son and daughter always came to see him
and the nurses giving him the best care for him

3. feeling tired, feeling lost, feeling stupid
this is wat i was feeling for the past few days
the reason i am feeling this is because, i feel that i can't catch up with the rest
at the start of my shift, i don't know what to do till someone tell me wat i should do
then in the middle of my shift, sometime i forgot to do my patient's vital signs
cause sometime i am busy wit thing
Don't know can i catch up
Hope i can catch up wit my things

DONT KNOW HOW LONG WILL I LAST FOR MY ATTAHCMENT
HOPE THAT I CAN PASS MY CP

2006-04-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

feeling not so tired like yesterday
shall blog before i go to sleep
today, i was working in the afternoon shift
there is a differense between the morning shift and afternoon shift
there are more thing in the morning shift then in the afternoon shift
come to think of it i think night shift is much more worse(even i don't do night shift)
the morning shift is the most thing to do
then comes the afternoon which is the second most thing to do
and comes the third which is the least thing to do
time fly fastest in the morning then comes afternooon then comes the night
so far i am able to handler the level of stress and responsibility
hope and pray that HE will help me to carry "some of the load on my back"
cause i know that i can't carry all the load of stress and responsibility all by myself
and i think i should go to sleep
nitez guy...

P.s: Miss all My friends in secodary school and my ITE Friends
to all of my friends TC of yourselves

2006-04-26T18:30:00.000+08:00

Feeling tired, Feeling lost, Feeling stupid
Don't know how long can i last in my attachment
the problem of me with the room i am attached to
there are many problems, which i am too lazy to type it all out
but i will say one main problem
that is the way we(the nurses) communicate with the patients
some speak in chinese, some speak in english
some speak in tachew, some speak in malay
and many more language
from wat i see, we don't understand almost all the language
execpt, english
and the way they specks, is that sometime we don't understand
they will talk in a way that they are speaking to themselve
it is hard to undersatnd wat they want and even hear them
but we have no choice but to guess wat they want
it is quite tiring, i walk up and down, standing the whole day
had my lunch at ard 3.30pm
i shall stop here, i am now feeling tired
for now, i will say this "How long can i last"
hope that i can last through out the whole attachment
ciaoz guys

2006-04-22T13:55:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to do, so i did this
i got this from my bro's blog

Take The Quiz Yourself!

It is up to u to see is it true

2006-04-21T16:42:00.000+08:00

i shall blog before i go to sleep, now i am having a bad headach
don't know why i am having headach, may be because i have been sleeping late
like 2am++

today i am feeling happy
thank god for the result
at the end of the End-module exam,, when the teacher is collecting the paper
i felt that i might fail one of my paper, which is nursing studys
i prayed like the way i prayed for my N'level
now i got my result, which i got a Bfor my nursing
and got and A for My Bio
My GPA is 3.4, hope my GPA will stay there

today i went to sch for my pre-clinical practice
Met some of my class-mate who i never see them for one whole month
was also happy because i got something to do, during my holiday, i stayed at home rotting
yes, rotting, cause i have nothing much to do

i watched running wild which is not a good show at all
i also watched ice age 2 and fragile
went to one camp and one chalet
went out wit my secondary school class-mate, really enjoy my time with them
the rest of my time is just staying at home rotting
in about 2 days, i think i will be busy
busy with my clinical practice things, hope i can remember wat i learn in sch

gtg sleep, my headach is killing me
ciaoz

2006-04-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

feeling like blogging before i go to sleep
for the past few day, i have did some more stuff
1. watched a movie call Fragile
2. sort of did something for the skit that my class is preparing

and there are some thing added to my to do list before the end of my holidays
1. watching the movie EIGHT BELOW on monday or tuesday
2. 2morrow, i have to go back to sch to continue the skit
3. the CF Camp on the 14,15, looking forward to it

now i am feeling tired
gtg
nitez guys

2006-04-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

two week of my holidays are over
two more week to go
for the past two week, i have done some thing and had not done something

thing i done,
went to the chalet on the 28, 29, 30 march
had fun there
went to watched ice age 2 on the 2 april
The show is funny esp scrat (the sabertooth squirrel)

thing i have not done,
my friends and i was suppose to go to the zoo but didn't

thing i need to do for the next 2 weeks
2morrow i have to go to sch for a skit pratice for nusre's day
there is a new show called Keeping Mum, anybody watching this show Call/Sms Me
the Youth Camp is coming, This time It is only 2 days- looking forward to it

thats all i can think of, so far......

gtg sleep.....
nitez

2006-04-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

feeling so bored........i am all alone at home
having nothing to do..... everybody is having sch
if not sch, then they are working.......it been hard to find someone to go out wit
this coming friday....i been wondering if my friends and i are going to the zoo
i wonder if it is still on.......
there is one new show called ultraviolet, i feel like watching that show
but watching a movie alone is a little boring.....
so anybody who want to watch this show, pls tell me k?
see if i got time, i might also go watch the show wit u

2006-04-01T17:13:00.000+08:00

now i am very free
having nothing to do
so i am here to blog about friendship
i have a lot of friends
in pri sch, i have also a lot
some are really my true friends
but come to think of it, many of them are not true friends

here another story of not true friendship
there is one guy(talk like a sissy)
i knew him in pri 4
i often talk to him
than after pri 5
i went to a different class
then at sec 1, i saw him in the same sch as me
and i wave at him, he just walk off without waving back
this is wat i call not true friendship

One story of true friendship
there is one malay friend
i know him from pri 1
his name is syafiq
knew him for more than 10 year
we met in sch in pri 1 we are in the same class
but after pri 1, we are in different classes
but we met again in pri6 (if i remember correctly)
then we went to the same secondary sch
and we were in the same class for 4 years
then after secondary 4, we went to ITE
and we were in the same ITE but in different course
we often meet each other in the place
and he just live right next to my house block(just across the road)
i often met him at his void deck
this is wat u call true friendship

here is another story about true friendship
i knew this guy, his name is nicholas
i like to call him nick
he has been a great friend
for the past 4 year we been studing together before exam
and now after 4 year, we are in the same course
we are in different class but we are attached to SGH
and we also study together before exams
so i am glad to have met him

in friendship there are 3 types

normal friend
good friends
best friends

normal friends- u see them only in school, u talk to them only about sch stuff

good friends- u go out with them to have fun, u talk to them about sch stuff also

best friends- u share your everything wit them, u do everything with them, u even talk to they about sch stuff

so......this is my answer which my form-teacher ask me

i would like thank them for their friendship
(i might forget a few name, so if i forget your name pls forgive me)

My secondary friends
chuer du, daniel, celestine, daryl, dinesh, nicholas white, melvin, alvin, andy,clarence, syafiq, farhan, halim,azri, jun kok, adrain, fardhan, raman, suharry, samuel, boon kiat, james, jerome, dion, willie, nicholas black, tok, soo sheng, roslan
thank for the 4 long years of friendship

and now is my ITE friends
alicia, kate, mei bao, cathrine, sandy, Ei Zing, hamzah, razif, hidayah, janah, fid, caca, shahida, syazana, waney
Glad to know u guy hope that this friendship can last

2006-03-31T23:42:00.000+08:00

one week is about to pass
this week was ok.....not so boring.....not so fun....
this week i had done a chalet and i have just done a class gathering

i start with the chalet

day 1, 28 march
my friends came to my house to bake cake
it was the start, thinking only 3 will come but in the end 5 people came
two came out of no where
but nvm......
we bake the cake till about 6pm
and we left about 6.15pm
reach there, placed our stuff and i join in the BBQ
the first fire i help a little because i see the fire was dieing out
and it was back
so after the first one we started the second one
tried my best to start the fire, and the fire came and went out
then one friends came to help to start the fire with the help of butter
yes, butter........(y didn't i use butter?)
then we BBQ, the way i see, it was ok
the food was just nice
after we BBq, we went to the AMKS room to eat our food
after that we then gamble
i only gamble a bit about up to $2
each round i use 10cent so i played around 20 rounds
then i went down to see wat are the other was doing
i saw some malay people drinking....so i was asked to join them
so i join them....and i drink abit (someone there got drunk on the first nite)
and than i went up to the AMKS room saw them still playing cards
about 5.15am they stop and they went to see "gay" at changi beach(i think)(i never go)
than i went to sleep at the room then i woke up at 7am

day 2, 29 march
woke up at 7am
walk around the house seeing some sleeping, some don't know dissappear to where
then i saw one friends sleeping at the sofa
then i walk some more and came back to the sofa and saw my friends missing
so i went to one of the room and i saw him sleeping on the bed
so after ther i went to the sofa to sleep for a while more cause all who were in the house was sleeping
about half and hour later, some of them came back
than i woke up
and they told me that they wnt to changi v to eat(never call me go :( )
than we watch some movie i bought there
but i did not watch, i went to walk alone along the beach and the place was nice
except for the sea(real dirty)
after that we than eat breakfast
some of our friends left the place
then we went to gamble in the same place....(i did gamble for only 50cent than i stop)
then we wanted to go ECP to cycle but because of the weather, we did not :(
then we watch movie
then we went to the beach and it was low tide
really low tide
we saw the tide coming up
than we went to play a fool on one of our friend
we buried her slipper in the sand than......(too lazy to type this part)
than we return her slipper wit full of sand
the we see the tide coming in after that we went back and we start the BBQ again
this time we did not help cause we felt that someone need to do some work
after we were done, i went to see how much food were left
to my surprise, there were a lot left
so i help out in cooking the food and it was like a moutain on a plate
then after there i went to the guy room to chat before there i went to bath
one of my friend uncle give us black pepper semon(is this how u spell it)
than we went to drink again, this time i drink more...this time more worse
3 times i was out...so i don't want to push it so i stop
i went up and i saw them play cards again after that they stop gambling
so i join in the game....the game of cheat
than i did some stuff i can't remember well(dont think dirty)
i think i play the game of cheat and all of my friends was laughing
can't remember why
then i went to sleep with one guy in the same room we played cards
cause someone was sleeping in the room we were suppose to sleep in
so i sleep in the amks room again
and i woke up around 7am again

day 3, 30 march
woke up at 7am
don't know why i wake up so early
then i went around the room......
then one friend told me to wake up the rest by 9am
cause we have to check out before 9.50am
so we did, and we went home after that
some of them went to ECP to cycle
i did not foolow them cause my bag was real big (-_-")
all thanks to the DVD player that i bought

it was fun through the chalet
we know each other more
i am happy those who came

now i will blog about the class gathering
nothing much
some of my friends have changed a lot
i have one friend who was short and now he is taller then me :(
lol
some of them have their hair long, dyed their hair too
some of them bought they GF there
my secondary form-teacher came too
i did not want to go to the class gathering because i was tired
but thank to the friendship we had for the past four year i went
and had fun with them
so i am glad that most of us turn up
i am also glad those who turn up like for 5 minute and they went off because they have something to do
they came just to see how each other were doing....we did some catching up with each other
i was happy

this is wat i have blog

may be like 2morrow i will blog about friendship
what is true friendship in my life
who are my friends
who are my good friends
who ae my best friends
i was ask to do something about this
about friendship in my secondary life by my form-teacher
i think i have found the answer to the question
so i think because of wat this week have happened to me
i have found the answer (i think)

gtg
nitez guy